Healing

650 NY SunRise 2016

 

Healing…the process of making or becoming sound or healthy again.

There are many process of haling available to live healthy life. How do we know when we need to learn healing work?

I had many challenges and crises: Molest, Child Abuse, Bulling, Over weigh, Alcoholism, Hepatitis, Allergies, Cancer, Near-fatal car crash injury/legs disability, PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder), Anxiety, Depression, living in guilt and low self-esteem, and more.

I started to work for healing when I moved to America when I was totally lost everything. I had to found out that I had problems and admit that I was powerless over my problems.

I used to go to Marianne Williamson’s lecture and she said…
“We do not heal the past by dwelling there; we heal the past by living fully in the present.”

I was dwelling of my past for many years and I hate myself and I hate everyone, but I could not feel. I was ugly and fat. I did not know that I had a choice and I had to CHANGE many things; my way of thinking first, then what to eat, what not to eat, what to drink, what not to drink, what to say, how to express and life style itself. I learned to fake it till make it and do First thing First. When I changed little by little what I could change one thing at time by one day at time I was a path of healing. I worked as a volunteer to pick up a phone to answer and help people who need to talk. Later I also found that my life work of vocation has started.

When I started to live my life fully in the present I could see all these conditions came to me to learn to change.

I did not know in the beginning, but I realized that my own healing was a powerful contribution to help other people to heal.

Now I know the challenges and crises are all gifts of my life and each of them are a seed of happiness to bloom beautiful flower and harvest delicious fruits for me.

Do you want to learn how to heal? Are you ready to change?

“Healing yourself is connected with healing others.”
– Yoko Ono